tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71965290208023368892024-03-13T03:39:10.969+02:00soloISTievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-9427434274453807112009-11-02T01:27:00.002+02:002009-11-02T01:52:52.729+02:00....out of marriage comes...<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">weddings come with alot of drama.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">im skipping engagements cos</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">thats another whole blog by itself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">here we talking the actual event and the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">days preceding them...</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">well my niece has decided to take this giant leap </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">while shes just .. some young age.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i say that takes guts, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Marriage </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">is the </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">biggest </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">most dramatically </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">life changing </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">decision </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">a person makes.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i made that decision and it ended up in a D</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">not a bitter one or anything drastic,. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">but ya im a skeptic</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">sadly.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">but</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i believe in LOVE, and even fairytales </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I think you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">should take the leap when you ready, really ready </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">mentally </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">geared up</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">like as if you were preping for a marathon.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">hmmm ya.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">now we all very busy planning for this big event thats</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">happening on the 22nd of november</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the bridal shower thats like in two weeks </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the braai after </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">its all alot of discussions heated arguments</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">pacifying conversations </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">alot of memorable moments</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">all in all.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">we decided, </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">well I suggested we make the wedding invites </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">ourselves.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">POINT OF NOTE, if anyones interested,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">dont make invites by yourself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">we learnt the hard way.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">none the less they are done and its quitely satisfying to see the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">results of your efforts.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the trial "flower arragement" arrived last week and it looked</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">>>>>>deep breath<<<<<<<<<<<<<</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">horrific!!!!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">like a tombstone with an overhead bridge</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I would marry again </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">just to have the wedding day</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">its the nicest feeling on earth </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">an entire day dedicated to you.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">mines was nice</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">on the banks of the vaal river</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">surrounded by all the people</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">that make up my life.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">alot of things went wrong that day</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the lady in charge of the venue</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">woke up drunk and was threatening</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">to close the gates so we cant have the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">wedding there.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">than</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she didnt have waiters as arranged</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she took the liberty of stirring up the</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">drinks herself which meant an</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">entire bottle of kola tonic to one jug</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">with a few drops of spritE!!! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">cocktails hmm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">no serving dishes no glasses on the tables</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">but thats not the memory</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">cause from where i sat i cried happy tears </span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">looking around i saw my cousins</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">rise to the moment waiters in an instant</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">others drove down to pick 'n pay to organise</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the serving dishes and ....</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the food was lip smacking good</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">thats my memory...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">things get messed up </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">plans dont go as visioned</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">but</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">surrounded by people who care</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">everything rights itself the way it should.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">im happy for my niece</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she has the right kinda thinking</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she knows what she wants from life</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and now that shes </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">OFFICIALY 20days away from</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the big event i feel sad </span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">to be continued</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">soloist.</span>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-88372888193912170172009-09-27T01:26:00.000+02:002009-09-27T01:26:51.225+02:00...when the cravinG calLS...>>>><div style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">Pizza E Vino<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">as miracles sometimes happen<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">we got done early today<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">and manage to close shop before 5 :)<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">when i was littler i use to love being home<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">on a saturdaY afternoon, apart from the<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">s u b lime siesta i would catch and the<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">time i would spend looking uP at the <b style="color: blue;">skY</b><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">there was something quietly different<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">about a<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">SATURday afternoon.<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">today was one of those saturDAYS :)<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">and than<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">a notion got into my head that I needed<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">to taste THIS PIZZA from <span style="color: #cc0000;">pizza E vinO</span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">and that was it ...................................<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">we got into the car drove the<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #274e13;">R82</span> to JOZI to have a<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">taste of authentic pizzA.<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">(the trip before this one was for <span style="color: #cc0000;">HAGEN DAZS</span> :)<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">guests were eXpected for supper and parents<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">were calling in vain<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">my apartments geyser chose today as the day for a leak<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">back home<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">my mother shakes her head<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">"like you theres no one elsE"<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">" you will nevA change "<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">i <b style="color: blue;">..S.m.i.l.E.</b><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">the moments we cherish<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">the moments we remember<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">are when we<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">d o <br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">and <br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"> liv e,<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">all for that momenT<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">p.s the </span><span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Pizza E Vino</span><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> was authentic ;) </span><br />
</div>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-10619513801794647552009-09-26T00:30:00.000+02:002009-09-26T00:30:11.010+02:00addiCTION>>>>!1202am<br />
I am writing this post while waiting<br />
for my strawberries to be ready<br />
for harvesting on<br />
F A R M V I L L E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
I am officially ADDICTED and<br />
its driving me CRAZY.<br />
this is what happens I find something<br />
or someone and thats it<br />
I become<br />
obsessive and<br />
compulsive<br />
and neurotic<br />
jeez its so ANNOYING<br />
<br />
makes me think though<br />
<br />
We all have our addictions, they change<br />
over time, daily, yearly, monthly ...<br />
its the quick fix its something we hold<br />
on to. indulge in. spoil ourselves with .<br />
<br />
checking uR facebook ur mXit<br />
buying socks r a n d o m l y<br />
<br />
i become addicted to people<br />
i crave a good conversation<br />
but<br />
how did I end up here ?<br />
waiting on FARMVILLE and<br />
with NO ONE to speak to ...?<br />
<br />
<br />
ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-74770022741398361322009-09-23T00:40:00.000+02:002009-09-23T01:00:58.383+02:00...it lives on ...<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">what makes some people stay even though they are being hurt?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">and</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">what makes some people leave despite their being love / loved?</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">some seek the l.o.n.e.l.y path and forever remain searching for </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">they are never at p.e.a.c.e within themselves.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">laying awake.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">staring.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">knowing this place in your mind, you've been here before,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">seeking.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">searching.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">trying to leave this place, but, </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">some how</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">some way</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">you find yourself back again,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">Always.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">you could never give your all, or stay .t.r.u.e. and .com.mit.ted.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">so long as you are not set free from that which cages your mind.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">Never forgetting, </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">that which .tortues. your mind now</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">was</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">Once before your joy.</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">you live in constant .con.tra.dic.tio.n. of your own</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">_Memorys_</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">your .tears. (.fears.) hold you _Back_</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">your ._Soul_. will</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">forever remain</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">faithful to its lonely path, for,</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">despite </span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">you calling out to the _.Heavens._ for</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">__FORGIVNESS__</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">you are not ._Brave_. enough to</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#663366;">__FORGIVE YOURSELF__</span>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-30487383366896703782009-08-17T16:11:00.000+02:002009-08-17T17:50:19.278+02:00out of fear comes ...<div style="text-align: right;">i get bored easily<br />yes<br />bored bored bored<br />i have these random spurts of interest<br />and these moments of high adrenaline.<br />i think up ideas so clever and brilliant<br />all in my mind<br />and thats it,<br />it just<br />STOPS<br />right there<br />maybe my boredom is actually,<br />laziness,<br />or maybe even FEAR<br />because<br />maybe I am just too AFRAID to see<br />what the results of MY efforts could look like<br /><br />i<br />think this approach<br />is limiting my LIFE<br />i<br />think i am afraid to even<br />commit myself to anything<br />or even seem commited<br />maybe thats why<br />I am always late<br />maybe thats why<br />I<br />prefer virtual<br />communication<br />there is no<br />COMMITMENT<br />in<br />something<br />that<br />is<br />random.<br />Garfield said<br />YOU<br />have nothhing to<br />FEAR<br />but<br />FEAR<br />itself.<br />I<br />FEAR<br />fear.<br />I fear, fear.<br /></div>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-56145131208259746182009-08-15T15:26:00.000+02:002009-08-15T15:49:42.949+02:00out of lifE comes.. ironY..ironY is tqadeeR>>?<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">thinking back last year sumtym..</span>.</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >we were locking shop one thursdaY evening</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >a few months after our third relocatioN and</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >I'm busy telling my technician </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >**fREDDy Prince Junior,**</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >with conviction and confidence </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >"Now, Finally things have settled</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >down and most of our stocks are paid up </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >we can start SEEING MONEY $$$!</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >FRIDAY morning I open up shop </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >I look up and see beAutiful sunlight </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >shining through the rooF </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >and than,</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >I look down and see a trail of cdS</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >I think out loud </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >"this doesn'T look ryT..."</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >I looked around and all my PAID UP</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >stock has left my store through the roof </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" > now there's no </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >MONEY to be SEEN $$$$ </span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;">only SUNlight :)<br /><br />thursday we left a shop with </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >5</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> notebooks<br />but no customers<br />friday we open the shop with </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >0</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> notebooks<br />and yes ...waiT for it<br />5 customers !!!<br /><br />WE think, WE plan,<br />BUT<br />GOD in his infinte WISDOM<br />thinks and plans BEST!</span><br /></span></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span></span>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-72770143677652846482009-07-22T16:54:00.000+02:002009-07-22T17:16:27.397+02:00out of crime comes.<div style="text-align: center;">sometimes I have these weird annoying feelings<br />and when they happen I just can't think straight<br /><br />truth is I crumble under pressure, and way too<br />much has been happening lately.<br />we became a south african statistic last thursday<br />thieves walked into our home with knives and guns,<br />its not that I haven't been a victim of crime.<br /><br />since I have the store I have suffered many losses .<br /><br />trust me walking into your business in the morning and finding<br /> your stock gone is not a good feeling.<br />the last time it happened I felt defeated inside thought to myself just<br />quit the whole damned effort and sell the<br />thing,<br />but a year later, thank Allah, the shop recovered and we trudge on.<br /><br />but when you see this crime, this invasion of your private space happening<br />in the flash that is fear that goes straight to your heart.<br />seeing the back of a stranger with a knife in hand walking towards your mother<br />is thee most terrifying thing on the planet.<br />i am a cellphone addict, but at that moment i could not dial a single digit.<br />i was trembling... it was scary... the mind is your enemy. the images that it creates<br />and plays over and over again ....<br />.<br />.<br />i now live in fear.<br /><br /><br /></div>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-82785336088597439542009-07-02T16:49:00.000+02:002009-07-02T16:58:09.399+02:00out of intelligence comes<div style="text-align: center;">my wise DOCTOR cousin called me today<br /><br />we supplied her a ADSL modem<br />her complain:<br />the size of the supplied telephone cables jack is bigger<br />than the standard phone jack.<br />my reply :<br />IMPOSSIBLE.<br />BRIGHT DOCTOR SPARK takes out the phone<br />plug from the wall socket while shes on the phone to compare<br />the sizes?<br />end of convo .<br /><br /></div>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7196529020802336889.post-87664287605195839132009-07-02T12:58:00.001+02:002009-07-02T14:39:20.421+02:00out of boredom comes<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 102);font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >my first post on a blog .<br />i have so much to say but nothing comes to mind<br />i wonder why did i start a blog?<br /><br />i should be doing something else.<br /><br />i planned a technology detoX<br />but instead found myself<br />doing this.<br /><br />facebook, mxit, twitter and now this<br />all this connectivity in this VIrtuaL world<br />is making me unconnected in the REAl world<br /></span><br /></span></div>ievolvEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06799906993670349500noreply@blogger.com0