...it lives on ...

what makes some people stay even though they are being hurt?
and
what makes some people leave despite their being love / loved?

some seek the l.o.n.e.l.y path and forever remain searching for
they are never at p.e.a.c.e within themselves.

laying awake.
staring.
knowing this place in your mind, you've been here before,
seeking.
searching.
trying to leave this place, but,
some how
some way
you find yourself back again,
Always.

you could never give your all, or stay .t.r.u.e. and .com.mit.ted.
so long as you are not set free from that which cages your mind.

Never forgetting,
that which .tortues. your mind now
was
Once before your joy.
you live in constant .con.tra.dic.tio.n. of your own
_Memorys_

your .tears. (.fears.) hold you _Back_

your ._Soul_. will
forever remain
faithful to its lonely path, for,
despite
you calling out to the _.Heavens._ for
__FORGIVNESS__
you are not ._Brave_. enough to
__FORGIVE YOURSELF__